Journal 3

I really really enjoy my group. I think we all get along very well and have excellent compatibility. I will be honest and say that I am not always the best to work with in group projects, I seem to either have an on or off switch. If I'm off, I will not get much work done and spend most of the time trying to make others laugh, or just making myself laugh. But sometimes I am on, and then I will get stuff done and don't have much of a tolerances for people who are not working as hard as I am. Those two extremes are really not fun to work with, so I am trying to find a happy medium. Our group as a whole has three different types and I think together they work great and we will get what needs to be done, done.

Journal 4

I think it is extremely hard to analyze a conflict that you are directly related to. I think it's the same with any self analysis. It's really hard. I always struggle to see myself, the bad is blocked, and the good is blocked. It seems obvious that I have a hard time seeing myself as an outside observer, because I'm not an outside observer. I think that is the same when I try to look at my own conflict. I just want to whine, "can I analyze someone else's conflict please???" But I suppose I should work harder at my own conflict if I want to really understand conflict as a whole. As far as other conflicts... I think I can see one side easier. Because it's harder for me to be unbiased. But I think most people are. It's something in consciously try to work on.